Aidan has a different dad than this baby and he cant quite understand what all is going on. He ask's constantly about why his daddy cant move back in. Even when given very substantial answers to this saddening question, he still just doesn't see why his life is like this. I didn't grow up with parents that were separated or divorced, so i don't have a clue to how he must feel. He loves being at home with momma but also loves his daddy. I can imagine he feels very torn between his 'two worlds'.
Even though that entire second paragraph seems super sad, everything is just fine at our house! :) We go through baby stuff all the time and Aidan is center of the universe most days! We live in the same neighborhood as my parents and my grandparents so Aidan and I go to visit atleast weekly!! Maybe there is 'too much' love for this boy!! (kidding)
My little boy is growing up extremely fast- like most little boys do i suppose, and it breaks my heart to think of him being a teenager or getting married and leaving his momma. I know this all has to happen at some point. He tells me he will never leave me. He has told me he'll never get married and that he wants to not go to school anymore so he can spend his days with me. :) I think he might be smarter than suspected!! He probably just wants to stay out of school! (wink wink- if he is anything like his momma then that's definitely
the case!)
So, it looks to be that i can not conclude this post! Maybe I'll just put: to be continued.... sniff sniff... like i said in the beginning... im pregnant so im a little emotional!!!
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